Sunday, January 25, 2015

as usual, it's been a while.

Hey!

Since I probably may have one or two readers, I sometimes feel that I am writing to myself so, here I go.  I hope that if you are reading this, you understand that these are just my thoughts.  Most of you know that I don't care what others think of me but I think that, subliminally, I do.

Anyway, I have seemed to make a few new friends and have re-connected with some old ones.  I wonder why but as I once was told, people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. Well, I guess one of those friends is in for a reason.  At least, I thought she was.  We could potentially help one another so well, that we could rule the arts.  Not as a couple but as a team.  Apparently, their is no interest.  So I find myself going it alone.  As usual.  It's really not a big deal but I often wonder what is the point of that specific friendship?  That is why I commented the other day, "Why are we friends"?

The other friend, well, I guess is back for another season.  LOL.  An inspiration.  At least , to me she is.  I don't think she has found herself and is relying on what others truly feel about her.  I, again, can be a true friend to her but I guess she is the type that has to learn on her own.  I hope that others don't take advantage of her.

It does bother me that they don't see.  But in the end, it is what it is.  I love everyone on facebook equally.  Differently but equal, if that makes any kind of sense.  I am blessed.  And I will continue to be blessed.  Reason, Season or lifetime, I am here if I can be for you.  If I can't, i will try to tell you and figure out another way for me to help you.

This is my blog.  It's 345 in the morning and I rarely sleep.  But, I am happy and proud.  Oh and BTW:  Karma does exist.  God has granted me the life enough to see it.  To those that think they are in charge of everybody, well, that just shows how insecure you are.  We were once family way back when, but then, well......I don't need to say anything else.  I promise I won't say anything bad when you fall on your face.  Well, maybe a quick laugh and a "I told you so!" but other than that, no.  I'll just feel sorry for you!  Okay, I'm done for today.