Yeah Right!!!

Today's blog was going to be an apology for using this blog as a tool to vent my feelings but then I realized that its exactly what I needed.  It's my blog and my feelings.  LOL    I have many friends out there that are obviously looking out for me.  I know that sometimes I hit on a subject that comes close to home with many of those friends.

The last subject was about me blaming my ex's new boyfriend for his part in the destruction of our relationship.  I totally understand all the opinions commented but to say that I shouldn't blame him at all is just plain ignorant.  Like I said before, it takes two to tango and yes, my ex has a lot to do with it but a REAL man wouldn't continue to work when he finds out that the woman is married.

Don't get me wrong please, I know there are women out there that do the same thing but it's expected from a man to break the vows, not the woman.  I think that my thinking is very old fashioned and I'm very proud to say that I was raised by my grandfather.  A person who was faithful to my grandmother from day one.  I loved him and I miss him.  I also think that he would have slapped the daylights out of me for believing the nonsense told to me.

I'm getting over my problem little by little and I definately appreciate all the support my friends have given me.  I just don't want to hear that it's okay to talk to a married woman.  It's not.  For those that enjoy having relationships with married people, what's the matter?  You can't get someone single?  You have to break up something that is potentially great?  What does that say about your self esteem?

Again Fuck'em both.  They, at this point, deserve each other.  Just remember, "God don't like ugly!" and "Karma is a motherfucker!"  LOL  One more thing, please don't respond to this if you're going to defend the actions of the lover.  It just makes you sound just as ignorant as they are.  Remember, It's MY opinion.  Not a law!   LOL

SMH

I've been going through some very hard times when it comes to matters of the heart.  I've been hating so much that it hurts and it affects my friendships.  I know I'm not sopposed to hate but dang, give me a break!  I see other people playing their partners and they actuaslly believe its okay.

I try to go by the golden rule.  I would NEVER go out with a married woman because it hurt so much when it was done to me.  I have to look at the whole relationship not just the ass I will probably just hit and quit.  I know I'm no prize but I know what I have to offer and I think its enough.

How women can be sooo flirtacious and do this to thier husbands is beyond me.  I guess my morals and values are outdated.  Isn't that good tho?  I thank my grandfather for teaching me how to be a man.  Respect myself and others will respect you.  I just thought I would say to everybody, "Be good to yourselves and keep your obligations".  I love you guys!!!!

Age Difference?

The question/topic of today is should there be an age limit on love?  I was always told that the women I should try to date should be no younger than half my age plus 7.  That would make her 29 and above.  What happens tho, if you meet someone that is over 21 but not in the "appropriate" age range?  I mean, is it considered taboo?

I know women who marryed older men and they are still in love to this day.  I assume they enjoy fatherly relationships.  I know some women who are considered cougars, and enjoy little boy toys.  How stella got her groove back.  I usually don't care what others think of me but for some reason this is bothering me.  I know someone who is absolutely beautiful.  I know the family for years.  Great family!  Salt of the earth people. 

I'm afraid to even ask her out to lunch because I'm close friends with the family and I don't want to ruin our relationship.  However, I get some vibe.  Maybe it's because I've been alone for a while now or maybe I'm backed up?  Who knows?  I usually think how would I react if an older guy kicked it to my daughter?  Especially if I knew him.  I guess that's why I haven't attempted anything.

Well guys, I guess I answered my own question in todays topic!!!  What do you think?

Dreams

I've always said that dreams are a culmination of your daily routine plus what your subconcious sees.  Your mind places it all together in a way that is clear to only you.  I mean, there are many subliminial pictures all around you in this wonderful world and your mind picks it up, downloads it and stores it for use when it is needed.  Then plays it back when your body is at rest.  I believe that a dream is your mind placing all of the information together to foretell what you should look out for or what is happening in your life.  Take the warnings seriously!

It is said that the human being uses only 3-5% of thier brains.  Can you imagine the possibilities if we can utilize the rest?  Anyway, back to dreams, I had a very good nights sleep.  It is very rare that I have these so I must be feeling better.  For those that are in touch with the energies of this world, I would like to ask if you know what certain things mean.

I dreamt of accidents, bridges, going back to school, getting lost in Brooklyn, being on a game show and most of all floods.  I was told that when you see water in your dream you have to take notice of its status.  If the water is clear, whatever is happening in your life will clear up.  If the water is rough, you obviously have some rough times ahead.  Murky water, dirty water, I mean, take the metaphor seriously. 

Many of us have Dejavu.  A time when you feel like you have been there before or are repeating a life's moment.  I believe that they are the subconcious working and replaying something you already foretold in a dream.  Yes, we are that powerful.  To be connected to the energies of the universe is a powerful thing.  If you are, please use them for good!  LOL

I feel connected somehow but have not acknowledged them completely.  Could you imagine when I do?
Dreams, huh?  lol

Honesty

Today I would like to talk about honesty.  I've always tried to run my life by the golden rule.  "Treat other's as you would want to be treated."  That covers all the commandments without having to memorize them.  Think about it, you don't want anyone stealing from you so you don't steal. Kill, covet etc......  It works for mostly all.  This is why I do not lie.  Besides, I would have to have a great memory and I'm to old to remember what I was doing last night!  LOL I've tried to be honest with everybody and find that I know I can't trust men, but why can't I trust women?

I don't want to generalize the gender because there are definately more of untrusting men that there are women.  I guess I'm dissappointed to find out that woman can be so misleading.  I have a few friends, women, that I talk to on occasion and it seems like I need level 5 security clearance to talk to them and get any information out of them.  I can have a great conversation one day and expect to continue with the conversation but they dissappear for a few days after that.  When we talk again, it feels like nothing happened.

I am legitimately concerned with my friends and thier problems.  I don't think that they are being honest with me tho.  I may even feel like I'm being led on.  I don't know, it's just me.  I guess what I'm really saying is that, if you feel a certain way about something or you're getting different vibes or whatever.  Don't be afraid to say what you have to say.  "The truth shall set you free!"  Sometimes, when you say what you feel, the circumstances come out better for you!  Like the lotto!  "Hey, you never know!"

ghetto Mama's!

Today I was on the bus and was reminded of how ignorant some woman can be.  I can understand the age issue, like if you were 15/16 when you have your first child but Damn, you have to have some sense.  For instance, if you're in the hospital waiting your turn for your appointment and you have your children with you.  Watch 'em!  The hospital is not a park and you need to control your kids.

I was watching Sinbad one day and I believe he was the first to say it.  "Beat your kids!"  LOL....all joking aside, I know that the law allows you to spank your children.  Don't let the threat of ACS frightened you.  I understand but its time to take action against those kids that want to run your life.

Oh, before I forget, if the pacifier falls on the floor, for God's sake, please don't put it in your mouth then put it in your baby's mouth!  That's disgusting and ignorant!  Learn how to take care of yourself and your kids!
While you're in the street, please wear clothes that fit, not something 4 sizes to small. Chichos all over the place!!!

Finally, we don't want to hear your vulgar mouths.  If you don't have anything intelligent to say, don't say nothing at all!

Thank you!!!

Oh oh. This subject is Taboo! (Religion) Read at your own risk!

I was raised catholic.  Even though I don't agree with most of their practices I would like to think that I've been good and am a good catholic Christian.  To be a Christian, you have to follow the beliefs of Christ.  Catholicism does in fact do that and more.  The love that Jesus gives us on a daily basis cannot be denied.

I believe tho, that the problem stems from the plaster saints placed all around the catholic church.  There was one church that didn't do too much of that and I enjoyed services there because I didn't want to feel like a hipocrit.  I was having a great discussion with my Jehovah Witness friend and we actually enjoy talking about things.  She is one of the few that can have a conversation without getting upset and keeping an open mind.

She said that the commandment clearly state "Thou shalt not honor any other God before me".  And here we are, kissing the feet of a plaster saint in the middle of Gods house.  I attempted to justify it by saying that we, the catholics, use the saints as visual aids.  So that when we pray we can focus on the prayer and who we are dedicating it to.  But I have to admit, there are parishoners who believe the plaster itself has the power to heal, or to find or help.  Whatever the reason, they are placing all their energies on them.

The JW believe that Jesus was crucified on the cross but not in the traditional way.  The cross was shaped like an "X" not a "T".  What bothered me about that wasn't the shape but rather why the argument?  I mean, isn't the point that they crucified him and he died for our sins?  How he died shouldn't be questioned, the focus should be on why he died and the blessings he has given us in doing so.

Finally, the JW believe that Jesus was a dark man with copper bottomed feet and curly hair.  He was the ultimate man.  There are many pictures in the catholic church of Jesus being a white man.  Rumor has it tho that Michelangelo needed a model for a portrait of Jesus and he went and found a GAY white man that fit his description. in jail!.  So, apparently the pics of jesus are really a white, gay criminal.

I was always told never to discuss Politics or religion.  I always understood but enjoyed a good debate here and there anyway.  I believe we must always refreshen your mind to keep it on its toes.  I'm the avid believer that there is an Awesome God taking care of us and if we treat ourselves well and never forget him or stop letting him know, we will have the most awesomes adventure in this world we call earth.  He wants us to love and be happy.   So if you guys don't mind, I wish to end this posting on a prayer.

"Almighty Father, Heavenly God.  He that touches our lives with love and wonder.  I love you.  You have shown me mercy when I have needed it.  You have defended me when it was required and you have picked me up and walked me through the storm.  My life, my soul, my heart, they are yours.  Lord Father, I ask that you bless me with a long and healthy life but when it is time for you to call my name to serve you, I ask that you take me quickly.  I ask that you bless my children and give them long, healthy lives.  Inspire your children of the world to look out for false prophets.  Remind them that only you know when and how.  Remove those false prophets and let them be judged almighty father.  Bless my family and my special friends.  Keep them safe and sound.  I ask you Almighty Father in his name AMEN!!!!"""

God Bless you all!