An update

Hey Guys,

It's been 6 months since I wrote on this blog.  I am truly trying to be positive and have positive people around me so that my life can move in a positive way.  For the most part it has been working.  It allows me to see the good in people, however, they use it to their advantage to take advantage of the good in me.

I don't know whether it's a good thing or a bad thing but I have been told that I have "The White Knight Syndrome".  Check out the link.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/the-white-knight-syndrome/200905/white-knight-commonalities

For some reason, I have to help those that are depressed or in need of some help or something.  I really don't expect anything in return.  Anyway, I agree with that thought, so I AM A WHITE KNIGHT.  LOL

There are many subjects, obviously with my QOD's, that I can talk about but today I will just talk about nothing.  I feel like a Seinfeld episode.  I believe that I have 0 friends.  It's unfortunate but true. Don't get me wrong, I do have friends but not one of them fit what I deem to be the definition of a friend.  I used to have them but they decided that I wasn't worthy.  At least to them.  LOL  That's cool.  I understand.  Sometimes you take risks and you win or lose.  This time they lost very close/brotherly friendships.

It's a shame too.  But, I am proud to say that I have about 8 million brothers in the world.  And they have accepted me as family so that does make me feel a little better.  Obviously I don't know all o them but Freemasonry is strong in the brotherhood and, as we have been accused of doing, we run shit!  LOL

Anyway, for some reason I didn't have much to say today, I'm hoping that I will have the motivation to continue blogging.  I think I am going to start rating places and stuff.  at least, in Manhattan!

That is all.

as usual, it's been a while.

Hey!

Since I probably may have one or two readers, I sometimes feel that I am writing to myself so, here I go.  I hope that if you are reading this, you understand that these are just my thoughts.  Most of you know that I don't care what others think of me but I think that, subliminally, I do.

Anyway, I have seemed to make a few new friends and have re-connected with some old ones.  I wonder why but as I once was told, people come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. Well, I guess one of those friends is in for a reason.  At least, I thought she was.  We could potentially help one another so well, that we could rule the arts.  Not as a couple but as a team.  Apparently, their is no interest.  So I find myself going it alone.  As usual.  It's really not a big deal but I often wonder what is the point of that specific friendship?  That is why I commented the other day, "Why are we friends"?

The other friend, well, I guess is back for another season.  LOL.  An inspiration.  At least , to me she is.  I don't think she has found herself and is relying on what others truly feel about her.  I, again, can be a true friend to her but I guess she is the type that has to learn on her own.  I hope that others don't take advantage of her.

It does bother me that they don't see.  But in the end, it is what it is.  I love everyone on facebook equally.  Differently but equal, if that makes any kind of sense.  I am blessed.  And I will continue to be blessed.  Reason, Season or lifetime, I am here if I can be for you.  If I can't, i will try to tell you and figure out another way for me to help you.

This is my blog.  It's 345 in the morning and I rarely sleep.  But, I am happy and proud.  Oh and BTW:  Karma does exist.  God has granted me the life enough to see it.  To those that think they are in charge of everybody, well, that just shows how insecure you are.  We were once family way back when, but then, well......I don't need to say anything else.  I promise I won't say anything bad when you fall on your face.  Well, maybe a quick laugh and a "I told you so!" but other than that, no.  I'll just feel sorry for you!  Okay, I'm done for today.